This place messes with the format in terms of indents and the such, but opefully it won't annoy you as much as it annoys me.I'll post it all at once, but in different parts, to make for somewhat easy book marking and starting and stopping points.
HEART STRING
By
Matthew Ashcraft
Kevin awoke a few minutes before his alarm was set to go off. A dream about Holly sputtered from his mind like milk from a completely overturned container. The meat of the dream was gone, just seconds after waking, but when he closed his eyes, he could see Holly's face still. Two months since she left, and every night he had dreamed of her. He savored the mental image, his lids shut until the alarm finally went off with a buzz. Kevin sat up, switching the clock off, swinging his feet over the side of the bed. His eyes found the framed picture of the two of them, and he saw his memories never did her justice. The picture was
black and white. Timeless. They were at the beach, in shorts and tee shirts. Sandals he assumed, but he couldn't see their feet and didn't specifically remember. Their arms were around one another as a wave broke behind them, white foam that wrecked sand castles in reality was forever frozen on his nightstand. She was forever frozen on his nightstand, her face ageless, her hair in a ponytail, and her smile, though beautiful, was fake. He knew that now.
*
In the shower, Kevin masturbated for the first time since Holly died. He thought of nothing. Not of her, not of anyone. He just did it, as if his body had finally had enough, his sexual urges had built up and demanded to be released. He did it without thinking, and it didn't last long.
He stood in front of a steam covered mirror, and swiped across the surface with his hand. Holly hated that. Use a towel, she would say. Don't get prints all over it. I know damn well you won't be the one to clean it. Even when he
was getting reprimanded, Kevin was in love with that voice. These days, he could only hear it, tiny and from far away in one saved message on his cell phone. She would never say his name again. She would never yell at him for all the little things that bothered her. Just, late at night, when he couldn't sleep, she would speak from a memory, trapped in technology.
“Hey babe, I'm starving. You working late? If not grab something yummy on your way home. Text me so I know.”
That was all Kevin would ever hear her say again. He would listen to it. Over and over. And he would weep.
Standing in front of that mirror, Kevin lathered shaving cream between his hands and applied it to his jaw. He shaved every other day, and it used to fascinate Holly. She would sit on the toilet watching him. Maybe she brushed her teeth while she sat, but usually she just sat. They were in love, and they were comfortable with silence. Half of his face was done when Kevin noticed the long black hair sticking from his chest. He set the razor down, turned off the water and let his fingers find the hair, eyes offering backwards directions in the mirror. He gripped the hair and tried to pull, but his fingers were too slick. He finished shaving.
HEART STRING
By
Matthew Ashcraft
Kevin awoke a few minutes before his alarm was set to go off. A dream about Holly sputtered from his mind like milk from a completely overturned container. The meat of the dream was gone, just seconds after waking, but when he closed his eyes, he could see Holly's face still. Two months since she left, and every night he had dreamed of her. He savored the mental image, his lids shut until the alarm finally went off with a buzz. Kevin sat up, switching the clock off, swinging his feet over the side of the bed. His eyes found the framed picture of the two of them, and he saw his memories never did her justice. The picture was
black and white. Timeless. They were at the beach, in shorts and tee shirts. Sandals he assumed, but he couldn't see their feet and didn't specifically remember. Their arms were around one another as a wave broke behind them, white foam that wrecked sand castles in reality was forever frozen on his nightstand. She was forever frozen on his nightstand, her face ageless, her hair in a ponytail, and her smile, though beautiful, was fake. He knew that now.
*
In the shower, Kevin masturbated for the first time since Holly died. He thought of nothing. Not of her, not of anyone. He just did it, as if his body had finally had enough, his sexual urges had built up and demanded to be released. He did it without thinking, and it didn't last long.
He stood in front of a steam covered mirror, and swiped across the surface with his hand. Holly hated that. Use a towel, she would say. Don't get prints all over it. I know damn well you won't be the one to clean it. Even when he
was getting reprimanded, Kevin was in love with that voice. These days, he could only hear it, tiny and from far away in one saved message on his cell phone. She would never say his name again. She would never yell at him for all the little things that bothered her. Just, late at night, when he couldn't sleep, she would speak from a memory, trapped in technology.
“Hey babe, I'm starving. You working late? If not grab something yummy on your way home. Text me so I know.”
That was all Kevin would ever hear her say again. He would listen to it. Over and over. And he would weep.
Standing in front of that mirror, Kevin lathered shaving cream between his hands and applied it to his jaw. He shaved every other day, and it used to fascinate Holly. She would sit on the toilet watching him. Maybe she brushed her teeth while she sat, but usually she just sat. They were in love, and they were comfortable with silence. Half of his face was done when Kevin noticed the long black hair sticking from his chest. He set the razor down, turned off the water and let his fingers find the hair, eyes offering backwards directions in the mirror. He gripped the hair and tried to pull, but his fingers were too slick. He finished shaving.
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